Why is that so hard?

I am really happy studying in the same class with her. Last Thursday my language teacher asked me to read the book, but I can't do that. I stutter and so I can't read those! Abinaya don't know that I stutter till that day. I told her that I stutter but also she is not leaving me and telling me to read those lines. I will surely won't forgot this in my whole life. I am in the new class where all the students are new and no one knows about me, even abinaya.

Last week she will smiling at me but now she don't care about me, and sometimes she me in a new and different way. I am really really sad at that time and also the whole Friday I am really sad. All my happiness are ruined because of that teacher. Here after it will be really bad to go to the same class again and again.